niedziela, 04 listopada 2007
środa, 24 października 2007
A quote...:)
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn)
wtorek, 23 października 2007
Webwag, 'new' Netvibes
I am writing 'new' because Colin just send me the link to this widget engine (to be honest I didn't know this term, but Wikipedia explains it, even has a comparison site for those). I really like using Netvibes, and because of the multiple fncionality and the need to access lot's of web sources at once the moment I sit down at my desk in the morning I find it extremely useful. Still, I didn;t know that it is so 'old':) Seems like a French ex-Googler (another funny term:)) started it in August 2006! Here is more info...It is worth to read comments to this article and see how we all differ in our approach to this new type of social media. Is it really useless to have Netvibes, Pageflakes, Webwag and many more? They do look almost the same...
I like the Netvibes design better, but I will give it a go and try Webwag out as well.
poniedziałek, 22 października 2007
Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday...again
This weekend was lovely, full of mixed emotions though! After a hard Friday (and week generally) I have met Anna and her friends. In Ovada I saw John Goto's Circus exhibited, so I really enjoyed it, especcialy one piece. Well done work! I felt very happy and honored to be visited by those humble people,at the same time I realised how distant I am, how different, how careful. No matter how chatty, open and kind I wanted to be I felt this glass wall inside of me, and I am still nto convinced if they went home happy to see a few streets of this old city. We had a marvelous weather and walked by the river in lovely sunshine, which lasted on SUnday as well, so I could take Dawid to his favourite playground and we could meet our Polish 'neighbour' as well. Monday was fast, challenging and ful of my tiny mistakes, silences, and lack of time. I need to manage my day better. I started today and I did finish it all on time, still I had hard moments, and I don't need those. I miss Anna and her friends and hope to see them soon again, this time in London
sobota, 20 października 2007
Our Friday
...a hard one, but managed to keep myself strong and sufficient as much as possible. Unbelievable how quickly we get upset when rules by stress, own lack of confidence and stuff hidden so deep, that we cannot even realize how destructive it is... I feel upset about few people loosing motivation and others who waiste my, our time... I work, sleep, write and take pix - I eat sometimes, but not as often as Anna and my mom woudl expect me to - but they are not ehre all the time, so I can cope with my lack of hunger:) I will have to do some explaining though, since Anna's first question is my diet - always! And she si coming to Oxford tomorrow together with her Spanish speaking friends. Some fresh thinking...i can hardly wake... Talking about waking - I need to go to bed! Nighnight!
piątek, 19 października 2007
środa, 17 października 2007
Word
Forget me not! Forgive me though! Oh, sweet mastery of broken lives! Oh, the coincidence of two lines… Arty, artistic, unrealistic and undreamed The ar, th un, the un-art? Will you ever foresee the future of our tribe? Angels and others
My best friend, my little angel is coming to visit me on Saturday and I am very happy to see her! I hope it will be a nice weather, because I want o show her and her friends around. I had a starnge day, but all comes down to the fact I woke up at 5AM and could not fall asleep again. I cought a bug so I really need to get better by the weekend. I need some rest from work as well. I am considering rewriting the book on my family somehow, if I find it first... Angels and others
My best friend, my little angel is coming to visit me on Saturday and I am very happy to see her! I hope it will be a nice weather, because I want o show her and her friends around. I had a starnge day, but all comes down to the fact I woke up at 5AM and could not fall asleep again. I cought a bug so I really need to get better by the weekend. I need some rest from work as well. I am considering rewriting the book on my family somehow, if I find it first...
niedziela, 14 października 2007
czwartek, 11 października 2007
sobota, 29 września 2007
Witcher by Vader, hmm...
Remember Beksinski's animations? Here is what Vader did with Beksinski's 'Witcher' clip:)
wtorek, 31 lipca 2007
A comment
Someone visited my Polish blog lately and left an interesting comment. My old comments are said to be really sad. The reader claimed I sounded not only depressed but a bit too proud of myself...and now seeing the truth about my life, pictures and some videos I tend to sound more convincing. Hm...I hope so. I do write when I feel bad, because writing helps me to feel better. Selfish, I know, but why not? Since it's on-line I sould be able to do whatever I want. Just as it is in my diaries or poems. I don't really care about the judgements, I do care about staying true to myself. That's all. But I do appreciate real comments - they make me feel even more useful;)
Made me wonder...
About art, life and something else: knowing Polish army, do you watch it differently? Hm...nope. It's the same all over the world. Only that the ending is different - there is a guy sitting there and watching the show with a check in his hand...well..sad, isn't it? (Film made by Tomek Beksinski, one fo my old favourites!)
poniedziałek, 30 lipca 2007
Fight
....over anything. All day long people come to me with strange requests...I am a bit bored, really...On a way here I was thinking about my perception of this world, which changed so much!!! Ones I have been very naive...and it made me cry sometimes:) Now I know I had to reach through that stage to be able to see clearly - writes and wrongs, todoes and todonots... I have believed in love - how can you build up your life on an illusion! Me, student of the greatest love stories ever! I think reading gave me more than enough of examples of how illusion DOES NOT WORK OUT in life, and here I am again...back on my own... ...getting a bit depressed, cannot taste food anymore...sad and melancholic...silent..with my head down, because humanity let me down and surprised with its kindness again and I have lost my way...sometime three years ago...I gave it to someone and lost it...can't get it back. Someone tried to kill me once saying it will save me. He didn;t manage, but someone else did. I guess I had to give life first to understand the true meaning of death and live through one myslef. How sad... It's all +/- nowadays, but rather 'o' I wish I could stay in once place, in the sun, and rest a bit from all my thoughts, my pains and my disappointments...to re-think my reality again. Watched 'Babel' again and realized, how sensitive I got to certain issues. I cried so much over the end of the film, I couldn't accept the lack of understanding..all over the film, music, pictures,languages, faces...Like 'before the rain' - all fo the characters so trapped in their own little worlds... I think if there is God, he or she was really bored to decide to mix the languages! I don;t care if people built the Babel tower to reach the God, to be as good and great - why not? shoudln't we all try to be better!? Why to punish and confuse an already confused, emotional kind of creatures on this earth? So f*** unfair! Well, all right, no one said life is fair, but still, at least God could be...
środa, 25 lipca 2007
Intimidated..
...just learned the meaning of this world and cannot stop thinking of it. Had a flood in my own house...it was raining there all evening...and I couldn't help but thinking how flat and useless some of us are...how dishonest. But you see: the pure word kind of misses the point - dishonest people have NO honesty, they know not the ethical implications of it. I feel like a f...preacher...but still - honestLESS would be more accurate.... I have lost one evening with my son because os someone who is not even worth mentioning. But - at least brought out all the sorrow I hide in my frozen heart...which is good! It is good to feel sad and helpless, and to feel the solitude of being WITHOUT someone, not WITH noone...It's good to feel pain and feel alife. Once again I feel the smell of dead people in my own world...at least few...and it makes me sick. Literally. I got ill and cannot climb out of it. And there is a little bit of sunshine - more than little, actually! My dear collegue, hopefully I will dare to call her a friend once, who gave me home. Me and my son. Home and security and perspective for an easy life, quicker, now and here. And my dear neighbour, who will also be my friend - ''cause I decided so';) - with her love for words and magical fiction, who took my tapewriter with happiness and I knwo she will take care of it. I am getting rid of things, and I feel lighter. I hate possesions, although there are few I define myself through - like my letters, my books...No letters from my husband, how typical! I know I could not live with someone who doesn't speak my own language. We have a saying in Poland, that one has as many souls as many laguanges one knows - sooooo true!!! Logically - how can you live with someone who knows not where you come from? Or simply throws empty words and leaves the language book behind???In another country???!!!Ah, stupido! I! Nevermind....my son will speak Polish, and it all that matters. He will know his roots, his family and his culture, both polish and English one. Even if I have to overcome my fears, hurt feelings and all that stuff...just to show him the right path. He is worth it.
piątek, 29 czerwca 2007
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